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Powerful Thinking, Powerful Thinking!

Hi, you guys! Today I did something powerful. Remember me wanting to be a better woman? If you don’t remember, here you go. Well, today I feel like I had a breakthrough, thanks to identifying my negative thought patterns. I mean I’m not acting like I’m healed, but I’m one step closer to figuring out…

Blue.

I used to hate the color blue. Made me uncomfortable and I didn’t understand it. I couldn’t feel it. Now it means more to me than a color. It’s a process. Sometimes a state of being. A feeling at times. It’s therapeutic. Calming. And I desire more. Every heart, every ocean, every word, everything. Goes…

Why Me

Abandoned. Unfinished. Tossed away. Like I’m nothing. Like I never mattered in the first place. Abandonment is a common feeling of mine. Probably the most felt negative emotion of mine. At the end of every relationship, I usually feel abandoned. I even sometimes feel abandoned by my friends. Which brings me to ask myself are…

Am I a Woman?

A woman is not a girl. A woman was a girl. There is a big difference and I have a better sense of that since I turned twenty-six years old yesterday. I’ve had a week long vacation. ( yassssss 😎) I made a commitment to be more free and open during my vacation. It worked!…

THOSE WHO ARE PERSISTENT.

Admittedly, I cannot remain steady in my ambition. I’m trying to beat this case of laziness that I’ve been fighting for, I don’t know, my whole life lol. What I’m sure it comes down to is balance, focus, and discipline. The question is “how do I maintain optimum levels of these things at least most…

BATTLE

Everyday I fight a battle. A battle I fight against myself. A battle With my mind. Because all I can think about is you. This battle again, with My body. Because all it wants, is you. A battle with my heart. Because the only one I love, IS YOU.

I’m 23 Bitches!

The more I try to hold on to the “little goodie-two-shoes” girl that I’ve obviously outgrown, the more constricted and unhappy I feel! And each year when my birthday comes around, I’m forced to become a bolder woman. So, to that little annoying good girl that tries to control my life all the time. Fuck…

So, I Did This Yesterday!

Along with my bestie, I cut off all my straight ends of my hair. Some would call them “damaged”, but they were just straight from when I used to perm my hair. So yeah, sorta damaged lol Once I started cutting, I couldn’t stop. I refuse to go to a shop and let them do…

Uninformed Women

I must say I was horrified as I took a step into the Cook County hospital’s reproduction unit. I guess that’s what you would call it :/. Firstly, on my way up to the unit, which was located on the 4th floor, I saw a girl on the elevator who was rubbing her belly. She…