Fuck fatigue.

Gave all my energy to Circle K today. Now I’m exhausted. I feel a burnout coming. I need more energy. I’m going to push through though. I promise.

January 1, 2020

Setting my intentions for the month. You should too.🙂 Today I hoped to watch the sunset. The first sunset of 2020 would have been a perfect way to begin the year. Instead, I was at work. “Almost seeing” the sunset from my gas station window… Tomorrow is a new day though. I’ll try again for…

The New Year

the new year is among us all. let us cheer! let us rejoice! lets drink and be merry. or not… here are some random things about the New Year that I’m excited about: is Bill Gates closer to solving our energy crisis? is Rihanna coming out with a new album? will Beyonce have a concert…

PenelopeWild

Hey everybody, I created PenelopeWild almost eight years ago. Though it hasn’t taken off the way I would have hoped, and I haven’t worked as hard as I feel I could and should have, Penelope is me, and I am it. So yeah, Penelope ain’t going nowhere…no time soon. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Today begins the start of…

Extreme sensations

Maybe my third eye is opening, I’ve been so mindful lately. If I wrote every time I thought, my blog stats would be off the charts. I’ve been getting these extreme sensations. Mind pulling sensations. Maybe I’m vibrating, maybe I’m hallucinating.

My Hair😕

Hey y’all! Soooo…I took a break from my natural hair. Like a year and a half break . I never used chemicals, but I kept it hidden. Yes, I used to be #teamnatural Lately I had been lazy. Lately meaning a whole year and half lol. I kept it hidden so long that I almost…

Oceanic

I feel like a big ass ocean with words and thoughts as waves. Except they never reach the shore. No one knows the words and maybe I don’t know them either. I ONLY want to do what makes me happy and what makes me feel GOOD. The stress to be great, noticed, and different limits…

Time Changes Things

Time. Time is crucial. I’ve rushed so many things, becoming impatient because I just knew what I envisioned was the best way things could be. But that was not the case. When you don’t get what you want, be patient. There is a reason you don’t have it. It may not even be possible to…

Back of the Bus and the Need for Rest

Why do I always go to the back of the bus? Why am I comfortable here? A lot of people are. I think it may be because I’m alone and can observe everyone freely. Anything but me being observed lol. Well here I am again. In the back. Typing away. Being more consistent. You know,…

Delicacies captured, Form waves of passion. In you, I see me. And now I see more.

Blue.

I used to hate the color blue. Made me uncomfortable and I didn’t understand it. I couldn’t feel it. Now it means more to me than a color. It’s a process. Sometimes a state of being. A feeling at times. It’s therapeutic. Calming. And I desire more. Every heart, every ocean, every word, everything. Goes…

Sophia

That little bright eyed look you gave me this morning was everything. The way you stared at my curly, honey-brown weave was so adorable! Your eyes full of curiosity. Your mommy protectively watching how I’m interacting with you. Your cute pink jacket. Pure like you. Your whittle fat ankles. I wish I was a baby…