Why Me

Abandoned. Unfinished. Tossed away. Like I’m nothing. Like I never mattered in the first place. Abandonment is a common feeling of mine. Probably the most felt negative emotion of mine. At the end of every relationship, I usually feel abandoned. I even sometimes feel abandoned by my friends. Which brings me to ask myself are…

THOSE WHO ARE PERSISTENT.

Admittedly, I cannot remain steady in my ambition. I’m trying to beat this case of laziness that I’ve been fighting for, I don’t know, my whole life lol. What I’m sure it comes down to is balance, focus, and discipline. The question is “how do I maintain optimum levels of these things at least most…

Chapter 24

Yesterday was my 24th birthday.  24th. An age that makes me nervous. The number before 25!  Which is the age I’m supposed to have “everything together”. The thought of having everything together sends me to a dark place. Only because I know I’m so far away from achieving that.  I’m reminded of how often I’ve failed…

Honestly??….I Just Wanna Be Honest

Jordan was a sweet guy. Loving and committed. When I was with him I felt protected and cared for. We were in a long distance relationship for about 9 months. I broke up with him two months ago. I had to do it. I was unfulfilled. He was so far away and I desired to…