What’s Going on With Me?

I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me have…

HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?

Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lost…

On my way home

First day working alone without the supervision of my boss. Everything went wrong. 😂😂

Fuck fatigue.

Gave all my energy to Circle K today. Now I’m exhausted. I feel a burnout coming. I need more energy. I’m going to push through though. I promise.

January 1, 2020

Setting my intentions for the month. You should too.🙂 Today I hoped to watch the sunset. The first sunset of 2020 would have been a perfect way to begin the year. Instead, I was at work. “Almost seeing” the sunset from my gas station window… Tomorrow is a new day though. I’ll try again for…

Gratefulness Check!

Every few days I find myself feeling ungrateful. Complaining, wishing things were better, etc. I’ve come up with a few things that helps combat my ungrateful ness. I ask myself a few questions. Could your current problem be any worse? What were you given before things got “bad”? What good thing happened recently? Think of…

PenelopeWild

Hey everybody, I created PenelopeWild almost eight years ago. Though it hasn’t taken off the way I would have hoped, and I haven’t worked as hard as I feel I could and should have, Penelope is me, and I am it. So yeah, Penelope ain’t going nowhere…no time soon. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Today begins the start of…

Extreme sensations

Maybe my third eye is opening, I’ve been so mindful lately. If I wrote every time I thought, my blog stats would be off the charts. I’ve been getting these extreme sensations. Mind pulling sensations. Maybe I’m vibrating, maybe I’m hallucinating.

No Money, Mo Probelms

So much going on lately. I guess I saw it coming, and this is how I know that the Universe is teaching me a valuable lesson. I’m learning. Procrastination is a habit of the slothful. Perhaps the ones that are TOO hopeful. They somehow insist that they ALWAYS have time. I’m praying hard for better…

Last Day At Circle K!!!

First job I actually quit!! Put my two weeks in and I’m soo proud of myself. Most times I just stop showing up haha…not funny. But 😆 🤷🏽‍♀️ I thought me leaving would be difficult, I also didn’t think I’d be so loved. Everyone was sad I was leaving. Even customers! So so sweet. I…

My Hair😕

Hey y’all! Soooo…I took a break from my natural hair. Like a year and a half break . I never used chemicals, but I kept it hidden. Yes, I used to be #teamnatural Lately I had been lazy. Lately meaning a whole year and half lol. I kept it hidden so long that I almost…

BLESSIIINNNGGSSS

Imagine me succeeding. Blessings coming from all directions. That is what I envision. This is what I feel is going to occur. Victory is here. I must claim it. So should you. And in due time, we shall. I got my second job! Put my two week notice in at my current job. So proud…