I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”
Hey everybody, I created PenelopeWild almost eight years ago. Though it hasn’t taken off the way I would have hoped, and I haven’t worked as hard as I feel I could and should have, Penelope is me, and I am it. So yeah, Penelope ain’t going nowhere…no time soon. 🤷🏽♀️ Today begins the start ofContinue reading “PenelopeWild”
I feel like a big ass ocean with words and thoughts as waves. Except they never reach the shore. No one knows the words and maybe I don’t know them either. I ONLY want to do what makes me happy and what makes me feel GOOD. The stress to be great, noticed, and different limitsContinue reading “Oceanic”
Delicacies captured, Form waves of passion. In you, I see me. And now I see more.
Hi, you guys! Today I did something powerful. Remember me wanting to be a better woman? If you don’t remember, here you go. Well, today I feel like I had a breakthrough, thanks to identifying my negative thought patterns. I mean I’m not acting like I’m healed, but I’m one step closer to figuring outContinue reading “Powerful Thinking, Powerful Thinking!”
I dreamt of death. Now, I am afraid of death. For reasons we all are. My dreams of death tell me that I don’t tell people what I should when they are alive. A characteristic of myself that shocks me. Imagine loving. Loving someone so deeply and truly that you are one. Where theyContinue reading “Dreams of Death “
Yesterday was my 24th birthday. 24th. An age that makes me nervous. The number before 25! Which is the age I’m supposed to have “everything together”. The thought of having everything together sends me to a dark place. Only because I know I’m so far away from achieving that. I’m reminded of how often I’ve failedContinue reading “Chapter 24”
An awful, awful dream