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Is this it?

I’m thinking about deleting my blog. But that would probably be stupid.

Random ASF

I’m smiling, but I feel an anxiety attack coming.

4 Months Behind, 3 Weeks Of Insanity

It’s been about three weeks since I quit my job. About five months in quarantine and I’m wondering, “how the hell did y’all get through?!” Some of you have been on lockdown since the start of the pandemic in February. I’ve been home for twenty-one days and my significant other is driving me crazy! We’reContinue reading “4 Months Behind, 3 Weeks Of Insanity”

What hurt you? What fucked you up? Is there a hole still left inside of you? What could fill it? Do you feel like something is missing? Do you know what that is? Don’t you remember the lonely nights? The nights you spent crying? You’ve gotta remember all the time it took to even remotelyContinue reading

Update!

Remember I was asking myself ”What‘s going on with me? “ Well, I’ve still been thinking and I haven’t been able to come up with anything other than what I already had. Bummer. In other news though 😊, I have promised myself that I would not stress over the dream anymore. There’s no point sinceContinue reading “Update!”

What’s Going on With Me?

I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”

On my way home

First day working alone without the supervision of my boss. Everything went wrong. 😂😂

Fuck fatigue.

Gave all my energy to Circle K today. Now I’m exhausted. I feel a burnout coming. I need more energy. I’m going to push through though. I promise.

January 1, 2020

Setting my intentions for the month. You should too.🙂 Today I hoped to watch the sunset. The first sunset of 2020 would have been a perfect way to begin the year. Instead, I was at work. “Almost seeing” the sunset from my gas station window… Tomorrow is a new day though. I’ll try again forContinue reading “January 1, 2020”

PenelopeWild

Hey everybody, I created PenelopeWild almost eight years ago. Though it hasn’t taken off the way I would have hoped, and I haven’t worked as hard as I feel I could and should have, Penelope is me, and I am it. So yeah, Penelope ain’t going nowhere…no time soon. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Today begins the start ofContinue reading “PenelopeWild”