What’s Going on With Me?

I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”

HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?

Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lostContinue reading “HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?”

PenelopeWild

Hey everybody, I created PenelopeWild almost eight years ago. Though it hasn’t taken off the way I would have hoped, and I haven’t worked as hard as I feel I could and should have, Penelope is me, and I am it. So yeah, Penelope ain’t going nowhere…no time soon. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Today begins the start ofContinue reading “PenelopeWild”

Why Me

Abandoned. Unfinished. Tossed away. Like I’m nothing. Like I never mattered in the first place. Abandonment is a common feeling of mine. Probably the most felt negative emotion of mine. At the end of every relationship, I usually feel abandoned. I even sometimes feel abandoned by my friends. Which brings me to ask myself areContinue reading “Why Me”

Am I a Woman?

A woman is not a girl. A woman was a girl. There is a big difference and I have a better sense of that since I turned twenty-six years old yesterday. I’ve had a week long vacation. ( yassssss 😎) I made a commitment to be more free and open during my vacation. It worked!Continue reading “Am I a Woman?”

My Emotional Issue

I have a bad habit of always thinking that there is always a flaw in my thinking, opinion, or choices. It’s a habit that I have possessed since I was 17, and I realized this habit this morning while sitting on the toilet. My recent argument with my boyfriend was a really bad one, andContinue reading “My Emotional Issue”