What’s Going on With Me?

I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”

HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?

Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lostContinue reading “HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?”

Hesitation Vs. Meditation

I began meditating in January of 2019. Thanks to my best friend, and this app that I always brag about: Eternal Sunshine Unfortunately, I haven’t meditated in over two months. I’m sure I can blame my hesitation to meditate on all the events going on in my life, but I choose not to place blameContinue reading “Hesitation Vs. Meditation”

Last Day At Circle K!!!

First job I actually quit!! Put my two weeks in and I’m soo proud of myself. Most times I just stop showing up haha…not funny. But 😆 🤷🏽‍♀️ I thought me leaving would be difficult, I also didn’t think I’d be so loved. Everyone was sad I was leaving. Even customers! So so sweet. IContinue reading “Last Day At Circle K!!!”

BLESSIIINNNGGSSS

Imagine me succeeding. Blessings coming from all directions. That is what I envision. This is what I feel is going to occur. Victory is here. I must claim it. So should you. And in due time, we shall. I got my second job! Put my two week notice in at my current job. So proudContinue reading “BLESSIIINNNGGSSS”

Oceanic

I feel like a big ass ocean with words and thoughts as waves. Except they never reach the shore. No one knows the words and maybe I don’t know them either. I ONLY want to do what makes me happy and what makes me feel GOOD. The stress to be great, noticed, and different limitsContinue reading “Oceanic”

Time Changes Things

Time. Time is crucial. I’ve rushed so many things, becoming impatient because I just knew what I envisioned was the best way things could be. But that was not the case. When you don’t get what you want, be patient. There is a reason you don’t have it. It may not even be possible toContinue reading “Time Changes Things”

Back of the Bus and the Need for Rest

Why do I always go to the back of the bus? Why am I comfortable here? A lot of people are. I think it may be because I’m alone and can observe everyone freely. Anything but me being observed lol. Well here I am again. In the back. Typing away. Being more consistent. You know,Continue reading “Back of the Bus and the Need for Rest”