On my way home

First day working alone without the supervision of my boss. Everything went wrong. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

January 1, 2020

Setting my intentions for the month. You should too.๐Ÿ™‚ Today I hoped to watch the sunset. The first sunset of 2020 would have been a perfect way to begin the year. Instead, I was at work. “Almost seeing” the sunset from my gas station window… Tomorrow is a new day though. I’ll try again for…

The New Year

the new year is among us all. let us cheer! let us rejoice! lets drink and be merry. or not… here are some random things about the New Year that I’m excited about: is Bill Gates closer to solving our energy crisis? is Rihanna coming out with a new album? will Beyonce have a concert…

Friends.

Sorry you couldn’t be there for me. It must have been so hard to you. You and your perfect life. So stressful. I hope you get another dog. I hope someone feels you how I do. I hope you find them. I hope they find you. You are still my best friend.

In a Momentย 

Change happens in a single moment. Letโ€™s harness that power. ๐Ÿ˜Ž

Am I a Ruby?

I’m so fucking bored. Sometimes I just wanna jump in a lake… that’ll wake my ass up. I feel like I’m watching the same documentaries over and over, just to pass time. I feel like I drink, just to be in another reality. I smoke out of habit… What am I doing? I’m not completely…

Sophia

That little bright eyed look you gave me this morning was everything. The way you stared at my curly, honey-brown weave was so adorable! Your eyes full of curiosity. Your mommy protectively watching how I’m interacting with you. Your cute pink jacket. Pure like you. Your whittle fat ankles. I wish I was a baby…

Am I a Woman?

A woman is not a girl. A woman was a girl. There is a big difference and I have a better sense of that since I turned twenty-six years old yesterday. I’ve had a week long vacation. ( yassssss ๐Ÿ˜Ž) I made a commitment to be more free and open during my vacation. It worked!…

I’ve decided my posts will be accounts of my everyday living. Maybe that’ll help me become a better writer, you know, keep the thoughts flowing and the words coming. I judge my writing so harshly that at times I forget to enjoy what I’m doing. I always feel like I’m writing an essay that will…

HEY BIGHEAD

It’s not always a good idea to reach out to people you love or miss. Each time you reach out, you take a chance. The person you miss may react negatively to you or you could be unintentionally hurting them with your selfish need to have them at the moment. If you really love them,…