Everyday I fight a battle. A battle I fight against myself. A battle With my mind. Because all I can think about is you. This battle again, with My body. Because all it wants, is you. A battle with my heart. Because the only one I love, IS YOU.
I dreamt of death. Now, I am afraid of death. For reasons we all are. My dreams of death tell me that I don’t tell people what I should when they are alive. A characteristic of myself that shocks me. Imagine loving. Loving someone so deeply and truly that you are one. Where theyContinue reading “Dreams of Death “
They say it’s all about the journey. The journey to where exactly? Where am I headed? Is it all about the journey if you have no idea where you’re going? Is there even a journey at all, when you have no idea where you’re going? Today, I feel like the last few years of myContinue reading “Is It Really About The Journey?”
Gratefulness can take you a long way. It brings blessings to you and it drives curses away. Gratefulness is like planting seeds and expecting your garden to grow. Gratefulness tell the universe “I love what I have, give me more.” An attitude of gratefulness creates a peaceful place despite the storm that may be happeningContinue reading “Learning To Be Grateful “
Yesterday was my 24th birthday. 24th. An age that makes me nervous. The number before 25! Which is the age I’m supposed to have “everything together”. The thought of having everything together sends me to a dark place. Only because I know I’m so far away from achieving that. I’m reminded of how often I’ve failedContinue reading “Chapter 24”
There are times when I wish I my father hadn’t died. When I wish I could somehow go back in time and try to keep him alive. Maybe he had lost his will to live and had nothing to fight for. Maybe I could’ve been that person he would fight for. Maybe one day, I’llContinue reading “A handful of thought and feelings”