I woke up so sad today. Thats never a good sign of anything. I feel so drained and dead. No energy. Anxious. Tight chest, fighting tears…i dont feel alive anymore. đŚ I feel like my life has come to a halt, and what really makes me happy is somewhere else. again. it’s time for aContinue reading “What a Sad Saturday”
Category Archives: Emotional
Random ASF
Iâm smiling, but I feel an anxiety attack coming.
What hurt you? What fucked you up? Is there a hole still left inside of you? What could fill it? Do you feel like something is missing? Do you know what that is? Donât you remember the lonely nights? The nights you spent crying? Youâve gotta remember all the time it took to even remotelyContinue reading
Update!
Remember I was asking myself âWhatâs going on with me? â Well, Iâve still been thinking and I havenât been able to come up with anything other than what I already had. Bummer. In other news though đ, I have promised myself that I would not stress over the dream anymore. Thereâs no point sinceContinue reading “Update!”
Whatâs Going on With Me?
I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesnât give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, Iâm left to believe that itâs my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities thatâs making me haveContinue reading “Whatâs Going on With Me?”
HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?
Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lostContinue reading “HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?”
On my way home
First day working alone without the supervision of my boss. Everything went wrong. đđ
Fuck fatigue.
Gave all my energy to Circle K today. Now I’m exhausted. I feel a burnout coming. I need more energy. I’m going to push through though. I promise.
Friends.
Sorry you couldn’t be there for me. It must have been so hard to you. You and your perfect life. So stressful. I hope you get another dog. I hope someone feels you how I do. I hope you find them. I hope they find you. You are still my best friend.
Extreme sensations
Maybe my third eye is opening, I’ve been so mindful lately. If I wrote every time I thought, my blog stats would be off the charts. I’ve been getting these extreme sensations. Mind pulling sensations. Maybe I’m vibrating, maybe I’m hallucinating.
