I’m thinking about deleting my blog. But that would probably be stupid.
I woke up so sad today. Thats never a good sign of anything. I feel so drained and dead. No energy. Anxious. Tight chest, fighting tears…i dont feel alive anymore. 😦 I feel like my life has come to a halt, and what really makes me happy is somewhere else. again. it’s time for aContinue reading “What a Sad Saturday”
Hey everyone! Today went great! I’m so happy. I got a lot done all before 10 a.m. My squat challenge is complete as of today, I amped up my cardio, and the nail school that I attend allowed me to switch campuses. I got started with repairing my credit too, ooooh weee! I don’t reallyContinue reading “Its Wednesday”
Hey, everyone! I hope yall didnt leave me. I’m still here!
I’m smiling, but I feel an anxiety attack coming.
It’s been about three weeks since I quit my job. About five months in quarantine and I’m wondering, “how the hell did y’all get through?!” Some of you have been on lockdown since the start of the pandemic in February. I’ve been home for twenty-one days and my significant other is driving me crazy! We’reContinue reading “4 Months Behind, 3 Weeks Of Insanity”
What hurt you? What fucked you up? Is there a hole still left inside of you? What could fill it? Do you feel like something is missing? Do you know what that is? Don’t you remember the lonely nights? The nights you spent crying? You’ve gotta remember all the time it took to even remotelyContinue reading
Remember I was asking myself ”What‘s going on with me? “ Well, I’ve still been thinking and I haven’t been able to come up with anything other than what I already had. Bummer. In other news though 😊, I have promised myself that I would not stress over the dream anymore. There’s no point sinceContinue reading “Update!”
I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”
Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lostContinue reading “HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?”