I’m smiling, but I feel an anxiety attack coming.
It’s been about three weeks since I quit my job. About five months in quarantine and I’m wondering, “how the hell did y’all get through?!” Some of you have been on lockdown since the start of the pandemic in February. I’ve been home for twenty-one days and my significant other is driving me crazy! We’reContinue reading “4 Months Behind, 3 Weeks Of Insanity”
What hurt you? What fucked you up? Is there a hole still left inside of you? What could fill it? Do you feel like something is missing? Do you know what that is? Don’t you remember the lonely nights? The nights you spent crying? You’ve gotta remember all the time it took to even remotelyContinue reading
Remember I was asking myself ”What‘s going on with me? “ Well, I’ve still been thinking and I haven’t been able to come up with anything other than what I already had. Bummer. In other news though 😊, I have promised myself that I would not stress over the dream anymore. There’s no point sinceContinue reading “Update!”
I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”
Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lostContinue reading “HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?”
First day working alone without the supervision of my boss. Everything went wrong. 😂😂
Gave all my energy to Circle K today. Now I’m exhausted. I feel a burnout coming. I need more energy. I’m going to push through though. I promise.
Setting my intentions for the month. You should too.🙂 Today I hoped to watch the sunset. The first sunset of 2020 would have been a perfect way to begin the year. Instead, I was at work. “Almost seeing” the sunset from my gas station window… Tomorrow is a new day though. I’ll try again forContinue reading “January 1, 2020”
the new year is among us all. let us cheer! let us rejoice! lets drink and be merry. or not… here are some random things about the New Year that I’m excited about: is Bill Gates closer to solving our energy crisis? is Rihanna coming out with a new album? will Beyonce have a concertContinue reading “The New Year”