What a Sad Saturday

I woke up so sad today. Thats never a good sign of anything. I feel so drained and dead. No energy. Anxious. Tight chest, fighting tears…i dont feel alive anymore. 😦 I feel like my life has come to a halt, and what really makes me happy is somewhere else. again. it’s time for aContinue reading “What a Sad Saturday”

4 Months Behind, 3 Weeks Of Insanity

It’s been about three weeks since I quit my job. About five months in quarantine and I’m wondering, “how the hell did y’all get through?!” Some of you have been on lockdown since the start of the pandemic in February. I’ve been home for twenty-one days and my significant other is driving me crazy! We’reContinue reading “4 Months Behind, 3 Weeks Of Insanity”

Update!

Remember I was asking myself ”What‘s going on with me? “ Well, I’ve still been thinking and I haven’t been able to come up with anything other than what I already had. Bummer. In other news though 😊, I have promised myself that I would not stress over the dream anymore. There’s no point sinceContinue reading “Update!”

What’s Going on With Me?

I keep having dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me with a person close to me. Why do I keep having this dream? Will it come true? He doesn’t give me reason to believe that. IDK!! So, I’m left to believe that it’s my guilty conscious. Or maybe my insecurities that’s making me haveContinue reading “What’s Going on With Me?”

HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?

Eleven years ago I lost my virginity. Instead of retelling that awkward, but liberating story, I’ve decided to think about what else was going on in my life at that time and think hard about it too. I hope to learn something new about myself and answer the question: “does it matter how you lostContinue reading “HOW DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY? DOES IT MATTER?”