All By Myself

Hey guys!

I really want this post to speak to someone today. I want this post to uplift you all and let you know it’s ALWAYS gonna be okay.

Always.

This past week has been crazy for me. I’ve made hard decisions; had anxiety attacks; received some closure; woke up with very puffy, swollen eyes; moved back home, broke up with my boyfriend…..crazy week!

I had a moment of serenity and clarity lying in my bed about 5 days ago. What I’ve come to realize is that I’m extremely sensitive and emotional. So much that I wouldn’t even want to date myself. My dramatic personality is off the charts! At least when it comes to relationships. I’m taking my “alone” time to focus on this.

Now, about my boyfriend. We’re on a “break” which I’m starting to think isn’t gonna last long, but what we can’t do is deny that we need to work on ourselves individually so that we can be happier humans. We’re just trying to find our way.

He has a lot of growth as a man that he needs to go through. I have faith in God that this will come to past! Right now, I’m just enjoying being alone. 🙂 So is he. I think we’ll get it together.

Another little detail. I am in some serious debt and I’m sick of it. Credit cards, car note, insurance, trying to move to another apartment. On top of that, my mom has been diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis and Arthritis 😦 

I’m still happy though! I means as I sit on this toilet seat and type away, I’m confident and content with whatever is coming next, because whatever it is will only take me higher.

That’s the point of this post you guys.

This is just the beginning.

Just when you think you know everything about life or about yourself, something new happens and you’re falling in love with life and with yourself all over again.

It’s quite beautiful 🙂

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