Honestly??….I Just Wanna Be Honest

Jordan was a sweet guy. Loving and committed. When I was with him I felt protected and cared for. We were in a long distance relationship for about 9 months. I broke up with him two months ago.


I had to do it. I was unfulfilled. He was so far away and I desired to be in a relationship that was…more fulfilling. WE couldn’t hug, kiss, or  that other good stuff. We just talked. 


Now, I’m not saying there was nothing good about our relationship. Jordan was funny, even though he didn’t think so and he really wanted us to work. 🙂


I had to be honest with myself and with him.


I wasn’t happy anymore. I felt lonely, and the relationship began to feel forced. 


I hurt him when I ended things. I could hear the hurt in his voice. I cried. Then, something happened. I became happy.


 As twisted as it sounds, I’m so happy I did what I did. I made an adult decision. I knew what I wanted would hurt him and still did it. I’m proud of myself. I respect myself more. I’ve gained self-confidence. I wouldn’t take it back. 🙂


By the way, Jordan is happy and still as focused as he’s always been.

And me?

I’m doing wonderfully.

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