Gratefulness Check!

Every few days I find myself feeling ungrateful. Complaining, wishing things were better, etc. I’ve come up with a few things that helps combat my ungrateful ness. I ask myself a few questions. Could your current problem be any worse? What were you given before things got “bad”? What good thing happened recently? Think of…

PenelopeWild

Hey everybody, I created PenelopeWild almost eight years ago. Though it hasn’t taken off the way I would have hoped, and I haven’t worked as hard as I feel I could and should have, Penelope is me, and I am it. So yeah, Penelope ain’t going nowhere…no time soon. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Today begins the start of…

Extreme sensations

Maybe my third eye is opening, I’ve been so mindful lately. If I wrote every time I thought, my blog stats would be off the charts. I’ve been getting these extreme sensations. Mind pulling sensations. Maybe I’m vibrating, maybe I’m hallucinating.

No Money, Mo Probelms

So much going on lately. I guess I saw it coming, and this is how I know that the Universe is teaching me a valuable lesson. I’m learning. Procrastination is a habit of the slothful. Perhaps the ones that are TOO hopeful. They somehow insist that they ALWAYS have time. I’m praying hard for better…

Hesitation Vs. Meditation

I began meditating in January of 2019. Thanks to my best friend, and this app that I always brag about: Eternal Sunshine Unfortunately, I haven’t meditated in over two months. I’m sure I can blame my hesitation to meditate on all the events going on in my life, but I choose not to place blame…

Last Day At Circle K!!!

First job I actually quit!! Put my two weeks in and I’m soo proud of myself. Most times I just stop showing up haha…not funny. But 😆 🤷🏽‍♀️ I thought me leaving would be difficult, I also didn’t think I’d be so loved. Everyone was sad I was leaving. Even customers! So so sweet. I…

My Hair😕

Hey y’all! Soooo…I took a break from my natural hair. Like a year and a half break . I never used chemicals, but I kept it hidden. Yes, I used to be #teamnatural Lately I had been lazy. Lately meaning a whole year and half lol. I kept it hidden so long that I almost…

BLESSIIINNNGGSSS

Imagine me succeeding. Blessings coming from all directions. That is what I envision. This is what I feel is going to occur. Victory is here. I must claim it. So should you. And in due time, we shall. I got my second job! Put my two week notice in at my current job. So proud…

Oceanic

I feel like a big ass ocean with words and thoughts as waves. Except they never reach the shore. No one knows the words and maybe I don’t know them either. I ONLY want to do what makes me happy and what makes me feel GOOD. The stress to be great, noticed, and different limits…

Time Changes Things

Time. Time is crucial. I’ve rushed so many things, becoming impatient because I just knew what I envisioned was the best way things could be. But that was not the case. When you don’t get what you want, be patient. There is a reason you don’t have it. It may not even be possible to…

Back of the Bus and the Need for Rest

Why do I always go to the back of the bus? Why am I comfortable here? A lot of people are. I think it may be because I’m alone and can observe everyone freely. Anything but me being observed lol. Well here I am again. In the back. Typing away. Being more consistent. You know,…

How do writers write everyday?

I guess they just start writing. Like I am now, as I’m on this RedLine train. I have another job. Yay! I got fired in October… I begged God for a break and prayed for a sign. I felt stuck there. I loved the money and the weekly pay, but I wanted to work outside….